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Wednesday, September 30, 2009eventhough today's trng is only one evening session, BUT everyone's drained out i think. many didn't perform well today. not up to the expextation. sigh. can't blame la cos we've been training real hard ya. hope things will get better ya. chest pain max today. i need to rest i know. but how long can i rest? sigh. everyone's tired from trng. be it mentally or physically. what can be done now is to pull everyone back on track and give each other support and motivation ya. i can provide free massage! hee. anyone interested? oh ya. forget that my training gear is still in washing machine haven hang up :( i'm like washing clother almost everyday. gt sian not. ah! tmr gt workshop but at 7pm weird timimg. today's trng at mac and the shower there was powderful! love it man! hee. went IMM with Xj and Kelroy after trng today and had subway for dinner! YUMMYLICIOUS!and and went giant get SOME STUFFS then anderson's ice-cream =x oopsy! dun care. been training so hard shld pamper ourself abit horx horx horx! woo :) haven finish my PP leh. die sia. tsk tsk. emo! i like chui lorx. canoeing CMI studies also CMI! sigh! my GPA gt very low one. worried max! not scare cannot graduate, cos if i buck up in 2nd sem still can make it. worried for POLITE. scare cannot take part. dumb me! btw, when i reached home today, my younger brother ran up to me holding on to a packet of biscuit. he saved it specially for me and left. so sweet right :) hehe. alright need to rest liao. wan an! HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY :)Labels: training.team Tuesday, September 29, 2009 oh well. there's this dunno what workshop today for quite a few IGs and we are one of them. guess this workshop does help me in some way ya :) got really pissed off one today. arghx! okays. chest's really very pain thus skipped the run today. can die sia. today after trng we just changed and headed home cos CANNOT SHOWER! kns! tsk angry! then how are we going to shower from now on sia. irritating! use bottle again? sian. was charging phone in shed and and forget bout it. clever horx. heng i realised it after trng before going home if not chui. walked all the way back to shed just to get my phone :( *yawns* okays damn tired now. goodnights :) Sunday, September 27, 2009 *credit goes to Xiaojun* met up with Adeline, Cath, Kelroy and Xj ytd. went haji lane for photo-shoot :) we had a great time ya. heee. the photos are uploaded on FB ya and thanks Xj for the wonderful photos! not forgetting the pretties in the photos =p went sisha after that with Adeline, Cath, Bob, Hairul, Kenneth and his friend. everyone seems to have problem. sigh. how? dunno what to do, dunno how to help. guess i can only be there for them when they need me ya, take care all my friends! seems like canoeist = failure in relationship? is this a curse? sigh. now what my parents want uh? they are really driving me crazy. they are getting on my nerves! what they want? they really want me to leave the team? F off! why can't they just be more understanding uh! hate it. everyday the moment i step into the house same old shit happen again! its like repeating over and over again. heck la. what can they do? scold me? throw me out of the house? try it man. bring it on! i have been going trng later the whole of last week. sigh. shall really not be late anymore. zhen de bu ker yi leh. start to lose focus during trng. no mood to trng. everything just seems so not right. scared. confussed. stressed. no confidence. lost. the support and motivation i need is no longer here anymore. how long more can i hang on? IDK. smile Angeline smile! everything's gonna be alright ya :) dunno why, but the things YOU do now does have more impact on me. the things YOU do, words YOU speak. everything means alot to me. looking at that picture just now. thinking of YOU, missing YOU badly. cried. i know this is just so stupid but i dunno why i'm like this too. but ya! sigh. Labels: me.family.friends.HIM.training Friday, September 25, 2009yooohooo! KW's back. evening's trng has been cancelled today. shiok! but gt to stay behide for juniors trng -.- CM bought speaker to shed. hardcore party lorx. gt happening not. like shiok only. stomach pain max now AGAIN! cos i capsized then drunk LSR water like again. sian. breakdown today. cried. sigh. you girls gave me the power and motivation to hang on, enjoy and suffer tgt. thanks! crew boat today. stressed max. capsized after the 6th strokes. ah! gt emo one! lousy max! tired max. burn out max. sunburn's peeling PAIN max. handsome max. cute max. today like lot of things happen sia. but dunno where to start so shall ignores :) internet connection is damn lousy i swear. argh! pissed! love that ***** to the max! okays goodnights :)Wednesday, September 23, 2009angeline is experiencing wednesday blues i guess. sian and moodless today. no idea why. but ya. sigh. but you girls make my day better ya. thanks :) i wanna eat ma ti su like NOW! shall buy some tmr. hee. doing the stupid inventory thingy now -.- sianxxxxxxxxx! feel like skipping trng tmr then MIA and stay home to nua leh. tsk. arghx. not in the mood to blog. k. bye.Monday, September 21, 2009Selamat Hari Raya :) SUNBURN FREAKING PAIN MAX! oh well. today's public holiday BUT trng's as per normal. sian max! slept at 4 plus ytd and was freaking late for trng today. oopsy. attendance was bad today. tsk tsk. people, please close your eyes and imagine, back burnt and lie down on the hard cement ground! OUCH! when someone gave me a hard hit on the back! the sensation is WOO LALA~ ~ can you imagine can you imagine! hardcore. saw a baby snake at the enterance of the toilet! eeyer! had steamboat and salmon for dinner with family. happening horx horx horx. GPA's out today. mine is below 2.0 sigh. regret for not attending lessons. regret for being so stupid. regret for being emo and sad over that jerk and neglected my studies. sigh. nvm. shall chiong during semester 2 ya! I WILL BE BACK *wink wink* study hard, play hard, train hard!Labels: emotions Sunday, September 20, 2009HELLO! today. Xj, Kel, Sihong, Ade, Cath and I went sentosa tanning and picnic. gt happening not :) the food prepared by us was delicious! yum yum :) made a heart sharp sandwich for my hubby :) eventhough the bread dun really look like heart but who cares. hubby like can alr. hee. hardcore photo-taking as usual! had a great time. all six of us leave sentosa burnt! damn bad! went vivo see see, look look, shop shop, buy buy ya. after that Xj left for family dinner, Kel went off. left Sihong, Ade, Cath and me. WE WENT TERMINAL 3! WOOHOOO! headed to popeyes for dinner. love the biscuit! sit there chit-chat till 9 plus then go home! saw Yong Ass at JE. gt so coincidental not. well well. lazy to do the laundry sia. TSK! trng tmr sian only -.- OUCH! my sunburn~ *tears in eyes* and and my internet connection freaking lousy max! so wanna throw it away man. KNS! saw tmr's trng programme! CAN I SKIP TRNG TMR? PUBLIC HOLIDAY LEH LEH LEH. well. there's no holidays in our coach's dictionary. so TOO BAD! shall celebrate at LSR tmr then :( okays. mummy and daddy gonna hardcore nag again!mummy: " AH GIRL AH! early morning go out. late night then come home. think hotel arx!" ah girl: " trng ma! tsk" daddy: " but today's public holiday!" ah girl: " canoeist no holiday one leh, especially our coach :( " mummy: " then skip one trng will die issit. ur skin will rot and come off issit? uh?" ah girl: " no -.-" daddy: " skip trng then" ah girl: " cannot la" daddy: " asked your coach to give you your allowance then, be your dad also can!" mummy: " gt so much time to spend on YOUR canoeing, then no time to do the laundry uh!" ah girl: " walk to the room, close door! KNN! CB! *hardcore throw pillows and curse* - the end - emo! goodnights :( Labels: nagging.scolding Tuesday, September 15, 2009random post! another day had just passed like that. oh. well. its another week. another week of TORTURE! hee. but i start to like trng! *raise brows* sometimes i just feel that i'm so dumb. dunno why leh. parents get to know bout my lappie thingy. they didn't scold. phew! daddy helped to apply yoko yoko! so sweet :) and and he said he feel sad to see me like being TORTURED everyday! love you daddy! hugs! PP arx PP! haven finish lorx and deadline is 3 weeks later. really dead sia. tsk! my read between the lines skill still not very the good yet arx, must practice more. SHIT! KELROYWEE just shared SOMETHING with me. happy max! am chio-ing! hee :)love bubble tea. love my girls. love the *guys* love my wife. love trng????? dun think so! feel like eating egg tart yo! hmmm... what's for dinner tmr? any ideas anyone? wah! press the wrong key NEARLY delete this post sia. tsk tsk. mummy saved a bowl of soup for me! yummy. why today everyone like suddenly so nice uh? got what motive uh uh uh. better beware! hohohohohoohohohx. body like tearing apart lorx. can dislocate anytime i guess. haiyo! tsk tsk. *yawn* HATE "KIWI" muhahahahahahahahhahahahahax. jersey still in washing machine. lazy to do laundry leh. sigh. this is madness. cute max. goodnight :)Labels: eat.sleep.paddle Thursday, September 10, 2009ytd was 09.09.2009! cool! so nice that there are 9 girls. thus, we had a mini party after trng ya. all 9 of us wear our P.E shirt lorx. funny max! photos are being uploaded in FB ya. so check it out. hee. saw his mum again lorx this morning. ignores. but dunno why when she walked pass me and ignores me, i suddenly felt very sad. used to be so close like mother and daughter. but now like stranger. dunno leh. wasn't thinking much but sad lorx. was kinda affected. quite emo in the morning ya. ah!~ feeling much better during training. K4 with Yong Ann, Tomi and Nic today. was actually feeling very shiok paddling with the guys ya. BUT everything was screwed thanks to ME! sigh! try harder next time ba angeline :) enjoy ~ happy max! goodnights. xoxoxo.Tuesday, September 8, 2009walau eh. forget my password sia, can u imagine! tsk. okays okays. gt the kanoe sports shirt, NICE :) hee. trng as usual lorx. today technical, i dun mind doing this everyday lorx. but FAT HOPE. if we didn't get tortured, we are not called RPC *wink* hee. oh had mac for dinner! YUMMY! actually gt lots to blog but i forget what to blog liao. so YA nvm lorx. my huuby's back from genting! hee. miss her lots :) oh oh oh! kanna bitten by XJ and KELROY ytd! OUCH. PAIN. BLUEBLACK. i wanted to sleep awhile before gym, but in the end was rolling here and there lorx. AH! was quite hyper today! hee. happy max max max ultra max! ultimate :) *raise brows* try to reach out to you touch my hand !!!!!!!!! goodnights :)Monday, September 7, 2009wooo. its been a week since i last touch my lappie. thanks to TRAINING! tsk. had been training like crazy i guess. last saturday very happening ya. trng in the morning, team lunch for coach Kaiyang's farewell at sakura and went for Sophia's birthday-cum-farewell party with the girls ya. its monday again. which means trng AGAIN! 3 sessions. AAAHHHHHHHHHH! *body's calling for help! SOS!*the moment i turned my head away, i start to miss him. i've been thinking of him the whole night. hmmm. that kind of eye contact we have. its nice i thought :) can't wait to see him again :) now that there's no weekend trng, everybody hardcore party-ing and enjoying sia. let me see. hmmm... this coming sunday going for the Mizuno run thingy, next saturday party-ing with the guys then sunday going tanning with the girls and the very last weekend before school starts might be going pula ubin! happening horx! my pocket also very happening. tsk. DIDN'T RECIEVE ANY CALLS FROM B&J! EMO ): AH! anyone wanna be a kind soul and give me money to spend? *thinking of my DAD* hee! shall upload the photos other time cos DAMN TIRED NOW! *YAWN, mouth opening wide wide* Goodnights :) P.S -> XJ and Kel thanks for the friendship band ya. like it lots :) <3 Tuesday, September 1, 2009well, had a great morning today ya :) cute max! really bth lorx. *blush blush* after first session of water trng, KW announced the races for POLITE. i might be going down in K4 with the juniors. i cried. scared i'm not up to standard. stressed. i really wanna earn something for myself, for the team. whatever it is, shall train hard, 101% and do my best! no regrets ya! next water session starts at 3pm so went for lunch. for second session, went K2 with Kelroy. stressed and scare ya. really damn stress i swear. cos maybe i'm too used to K1, being alone free and easy ya, that's why. AHHHHHHHH! crew boat scary! Cath went down and look for us today. and and and SHE BOUGHT A RING AND PROPOSED TO ME! awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! sweet max! so touched :p thanks hubby. loves! check this out! my new havaianas yo! woots ;) chio TTM right! hee. chosen by Xj and Adeline!  Gary gave me 2 stars. looks like ear-ring horx. maybe can try wearing it. hee.  and and, Xj treat me bubble tea today! hee. thanks everyone. xoxoxo :) Just for entertainment ya :) enjoy! *Best In Me* (editted) From the moment I met you, you are so cute to me You touched my hand And my heart went pumping face when blushing red I dont ever wanna lose this feeling I dont wanna spend a moment apart Chorus: cos you melt my heart everytime, like no-one else can do Thats why Im by your side, and thats why I love you Every day that Im here with you I know that it feels right And Ive just got to think of you every day and every night And I want you to know that I love you It just had to be you and me Chorus... And everytime when I get to see you, my heart will just keep pumping so fast cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do Thats why Im by your side cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do Thats why Im by your side, and thats why I love you cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do Thats why Im by your side, and thats why I love you Labels: emotions |
