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Wednesday, October 28, 2009baby are you down down down down down. yes i am down, feeling down. dunno why when i saw that 'treasure' box between J and me, i cried. there's just too much memories. it's everywhere. when can i clear all these memories away out of my mind? IDK!this is really very tedious, i know. each time i see HIM, the deeper i'm falling into it. i'm feeling scare now. the feeling on the other side not yet settled and here comes another mess. what is this, seriously. i have a confession! ILY! do YOU know that i have feelings for YOU?????? do you know that i'm really in this deep shit that i can't get myself out of it! ARGHX! i'm tired. tired from all this. but i will still hang on. i will still support you and care for you. seeing you laugh and smile makes me feel contented :)everything, just for you. trng was tiring as usual. chest not helping. sigh. old woman liao. have the urge of wanting to see HIM now and can't wait till tmr, yet shy to see him and scare to talk to him. crazy me! just shoot me in my brain la! *bang* drop dead! goodnights :) Wednesday, October 21, 2009Colbie Caillat - Fallin’ For You LyricsI don’t know but I think I maybe Fallin’ for you Dropping so quickly Maybe I should Keep this to myself Waiting ’til I Know you better I am trying Not to tell you But I want to I’m scared of what you’ll say So I’m hiding what I’m feeling But I’m tired of Holding this inside my head I’ve been spending all my time Just thinking about ya I don’t know what to do I think I’m fallin’ for you I’ve been waiting all my life and now I found ya I don’t know what to do I think I’m fallin’ for you I’m fallin’ for you As I’m standing here And you hold my hand Pull me towards you And we start to dance All around us I see nobody Here in silence It’s just you and me I’m trying Not to tell you But I want to I’m scared of what you’ll say So I’m hiding what I’m feeling But I’m tired of Holding this inside my head I’ve been spending all my time Just thinking about ya I don’t know what to do I think I’m fallin’ for you I’ve been waiting all my life and now I found ya I don’t know what to do I think I’m fallin’ for you I’m fallin’ for you Oh I just can’t take it My heart is racing The emotions keep spinning out I’ve been spending all my time Just thinking about ya I don’t know what to do I think I’m fallin’ for you I’ve been waiting all my life and now I found ya I don’t know what to do I think I’m fallin’ for you I’m fallin’ for you I can’t stop thinking about it I want you all around me And now I just can’t hide it I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2) I’m fallin’ for you Ooohhh Oh no no Oooooohhh Oh I’m fallin’ for you Labels: HIM Monday, October 19, 2009BOO! hello. its been a long long time since i wrote my last post horx. have been very busy now adays. school, training, friends and family. 24/7 is not enough seriously. woke up late today at 8am and managed to reach class at 9.10. not late but early! power la! dun ask me how i also dunno why. hee. feeling jealousy. sigh. trng is tough as usual! my chest is killing me! pain max. tired max. FLU! arghx!!!!!! saw some photos today. i know it doesn't concern me but i was quite affected. i dunno why. sigh. yes very affected. there are many a times where i really wanna tell you how much i care bout you. but i know i can't. hate it when you push other guys to me. sigh. the sweet smile from you, i'll always remember it. i wish to see that smile of yours everyday. it brighten up my day. I MISS YOU!* So Close, So Far * I wake up all alone, somewhere unfamiliar Been gone so many days, I'm losing count When I think of home, I see your face I know I have to wait... So close, yet so far It's tearing me apart What I would do to be there with you So close, yet so far It's tearing me apart What I would do to be back with you I miss hearing your laughter And all the little things Forgotten what it's like to hold you Cause where I am right now so unforgiving Its numbing everywhere So close, yet so far It's tearing me apart What I would do to be there with you So close, yet so far It's tearing me apart What I would do to be back with you So promise No matter how long it takes for me to get back to you You'll wait for me I promise No matter how far away I go I'll come back for you Just wait and see I miss being at home I miss your face Don't think I can wait... So close, yet so far It's tearing me apart What I would do to be there with you So close, yet so far It's tearing me apart What I would do to be back with you I promise, It's tearing me apart No matter how far away I go I'll come back for you I promise It's tearing me apart What I would do What I would do What I would do to be there with you.... Labels: Family, friends, HIM, School, trng Thursday, October 8, 2009in class now happily blogging. so imagine how slack today's lesson is. but the faci as usual, unclesssssss! what to do SEG ma. tsk. now presentation. room slience can only hear typing of keyboard. not cause we are typing down notes BUT all hardcore msn-ing and fb-ing. hhahahahahx. hmmmm. what RP reminds you of? FB! -.- okays. tired max! later gt the workshop at 7 which means there goes my FREE thursday! ah! this semester's modules all very the interesting and brain cells killing man! ytd's 6p was freaking 50 mins long! chao turtle!deprive me from my sleep! and did a 300 words long RJ. KNS. what is this uh! OMG! PP rejected! shiok max. which means can rework and do a PROPER PP! woots :) alright back to FB. ciaos! |
