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Wednesday, November 25, 2009scare, anxious, worried, this shouldn't be in my head spinning now. all i need to do is to stay calm and focus and everything will be alright ya. its been a long time since i last walked home from chinese garden station. miss that route. like to take a slow walk home at night and enjoy the breeze. but now adays lazy la.had team dinner at pastamania. yummy! the wosh outside pastamania, i like (Y) :) its just 2 more days dudes! jia you! LAI! love deep deep :) yes, i know i'm fat! i shouldn't be eating all those shit ya. but i didn't hardcore eat snacks and all. most of the time the things i eat is proper meal leh. alright. whatever i eat is sinful cos i'm fat ya. so i shld go on diet okays. hack trng, faint during trng also don't care (Y) yes i am fat and ugly. i can only drink plain water right! i know i know. one bowl of rice is also fattening for me. i shld only take 3 spoon of rice? not bad right. good idea leh *wink wink* fat girl dun have emotions. fat girl dun have pride. fat girl have no rights to do and say anything. whatever fat girl do is always wrong ya. no wonder my ex dump me la. MUHAHAHAHAHAHx! goodnights! Thursday, November 12, 2009spoiled a K2 liangjin ytd during trng :( sigh! sorry guys. sorry girls for not doing good sets. ut was horrible today!competition + UTs + family = going crazy! arghx :( hugging teddy to sleep everynight doesn't help much. what i need is a shoulder right now! feel closer to him now as we spend more time tgt. i like (Y) dun mind things to go on and maintain this way! bleah! XJ,Kel,Cath,Ade,Bev,Jo,Fish,SH! you girls and HIM brighten up my days. thanks girls :) love deep deep! Labels: girlfriends, HIM. trng Friday, November 6, 2009its been around 5 months? was reading my old blog just now. dunno how to explain but there's just this weird feelings inside me. was clearing my wallet and saw those movie tickets. the movies that we've watched before. memories flashed back.looking at HIM today. i have been thinking for the past few days. sometimes really have the urge to confess. but i know i can't. the feeling of watching him from far, hiding my feelings infront of him and have to act like nothing is really really very tedious and torturing. so afraid that one day where i can't keep it anymore and let it out. arghx, treasure every moment i have! miss him much, really. random thoughts :) FM Static - Tonight I remember the times we spent together on those drives We had a million questions all about our lives and when we got to New York everything felt right I wish you were here with me tonight I remember the days we spent together were not enough and it used to feel like dreamin' except we always woke up Never thought not having you here now would hurt so much Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up I need your loving hands to come and pick me up And every night I miss you I can just look up and know the stars are holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight I remember the time you told me about when you were eight And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait I remember the car you were last seen in and the games we would play All the times we spilled our coffees and stayed out way too late I remember the time you sat and told me about your Jesus. and how not to look back even if no one believes us When it hurt so bad sometimes not having you here... I sing, Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up I need your loving hands to come and pick me up And every night I miss you I can just look up and know the stars are holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight I sing, Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up I need your loving hands to come and pick me up And every night I miss you I can just look up and know the stars are holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight (goodnight ***) Labels: HIM and him |