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Sunday, July 25, 2010
alright. i know that i am lousy. i am slow. i sucks. yes. i am giving excuses for everything. how i wish i can just leave everything behind and dun think bout it. but i can't. yes. mental only. but how do i mental only when i dun even have the mental? really really really tired. yes. life's always not fair. hate it. it just break my heart. i'm not physically drained but mentally. alone is all i need. its really tough when your heart is tearing yet u still gonna fake a smile infront of everyone and pretend t be alright. how i wish that i could just scream and shout everything off right infront of your face. but does that help? will you ever listen? walking a route that leads t nowhere.

yes. i'm stupid. dunno why. heart's still pounding as fast. dun even know what am i hoping for. seriously. i'm dumb. yes. i am. nothing helps. i dunno why. hate the feeling. i want back the heart that belongs t me! please. give it back t me. need it much now. 3 months can be short can be long. but i dunno how t endure this. i've been trying hard. but. maybe not hard enough i guess. goodnights. *cries*

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